Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia. ~E.L. Doctorow
Showing posts with label Randoms and Psychobabblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Randoms and Psychobabblings. Show all posts
Monday, February 06, 2012
"Mmmm......", leaked a soft purr from the depths of my throat...
The enticing aroma, so seductive and incredibly irresistible.
Despite my cautious sips, fail it did to stop the burning sensations on the tip of my tongue; Tiny gulps of bittersweet-ness sends a rush of heat through my body, leaving a moment of warmth, comfort and calmness...
While a shot of clearance kicks in my head triggered a boost of energy, and the subtle, almost an artificial intoxication envelopes me; projecting little twinkles from my eyes that slowly shifted themselves gazing upon yours...
"Chocolate, men, coffee - some things are better rich." ~Author Unknown
Whenever I read, or see something, or hear something, feel something, anything, that gives me a special feeling. An overwhelming one, a touching one, an inspiring one, or even the sad or angry ones.. well they are strong, so they matter. And at that moment, it feels important. And I'd want to keep them, remember them at least. So I wish I could write about it, jot them down somehow, and keep them to be looked back into, reminisce and feel it again.
So this time around, I am doing it. Maybe not the first time on my blog but it definitely has been a long time.
I was reading Paulo Coelho (yes, I am still not done reading yet.)
And today, I like this:
"...as he was walking down a street, he saw a house of ruins. 'That building is me.' he thought, and at that precise moment, he felt an immense desire to rebuild the house." - (Title: Rebuilding the House) Like the Flowing River by Paulo Coelho
I just stopped writing. Without knowing the reason why.
Even when I had all the time in the world, idle and bored, I do feel like writing, telling something to the world wide virtual space beings out there... sharing something. But then I didn't know what about? What am I going to write? Are there anything inspiring?
But it's so empty and neglected and cold and lonely lately.
But here I am at work, nothing to do, and it has forced me to write... at least something?
It was late when I got up yesterday in the evening.
Since my days are idle now, I got up a few times and checked my idle phone to fine empty messages and phone calls... which only added up to my boredom and I was simply reluctant to get up and feel bored for the rest of the day.
But when I entered my bathroom to freshen up, I heard a little boy but I wasn't not sure which one (since the family who lives next door has four sons), one of them, the cutest one whose about 5 or 6 years old I'm assuming named Brian, was singing...
You are my sunshine,My only sunshine,
You make me happy, When skies are grey,
You never know dear, How much I love you,
Please don't take my sunshine away...
He kept repeating it again and again but kept mixing up the lyrics after that and making up his own words with a mixture of plenty gigglings and laughter with other kids' voices.
:) I can't help but giggle with him while I listen with a grin.
I thank 'him' for making me think of happy things, people I love and especially the person who's in my head the most right now and all that, that brings that smile to my face.
And most of all, to make my day all sunny again after all these unhappy days.
Nothing could tickle my heart and lift it up than to hear a child sing.
And here is 'You Are My Sunshine' by Johnny Cash and Bob Dylan. (Which doesn't sound so happy as I thought the song should be. Enjoy :))
I am FINALLY going for a REAL holiday trip this coming Sunday! XD okay, it may only be Singapore which I've been before but!! IT's A VACATION for *toot*'s sake!!!
Anyway, I have finally succeeded tuning back my sleeping time. Well... until now TT (looks at the time) but the fact that I am awake in the day makes me feel sleepy and tired all the time??!?! WHYY???!!
Maybe my body is still not adjusted to it yet? BUt it's so hardd.... it makes me wanna sleep all the time and no matter how much I get after I woke up.. I still want moreeeee...!!
But I can feel really tired even when I am about to fall asleep. My whole body will sink... and then my dreams.. oh gosh. I have been dreaming so much that my gf told me that I was talking in my sleeeeppp!! *GASP* And apparently... I even let out a cry! >< I bet I freaked her out (LOL)
But the dreams are so messed up and it makes me feel funny, weird and I find them really interesting XD I can;t really decipher them properly, really... well it's hard to remember them now already. I regret not talking about them here while I remembered. I probably will if I dream later XD well if they are *coughs* decent ones ><>
For now I think I only remember a vague face of some guy ><>
And I think he was wearing this.. um.. not very flattering striped green and black T?? @@ long sleeve I guess? * ARGGHH*
Oh well, my head is hurting now cos this vampire-like "ME" was trying so hard to sleep at night and wake up in the day. Now I shall hit the sack and try to be normal for once.
Monday, December 08, 2008
Things passed in a blink. Too unexpected and overwhelming that I can't even sit through it properly and decipher them in my mind to blog about it.
I am tired of complaining. Whining. I 'whine' so much that once an ex colleague asked if she should give me cheese to go with it.
I am even sick of myself to talk about how my last attempt in my plans didn't work out. Probably my intention in pursuing that particular job wasn't exactly right. I was desperate for one and needed money. It didn't work out. And I was really sad.
I am currently idle again. And I won''t say I am enjoying it, but I do think I need some time to clear my mind about things. Really, really sit down with myself, go through them, get myself back together and start a fresh. I have been contemplating about this, or get another job since I need $$ desperately too, for my car, for daily expenses. I really hate to ask from my family as I never do. Since most of the time they pay for everything I need. I live with them, eat together. What more can I ask for? So at least if I want to spend on things that I want, I get them myself.
A friend has been staying with me for a week. As she needs me, I stay with her as much as I can. I am not saying that this is getting in my way to do my work but it's delayed and I feel like crap now.
I need to re-organise myself, my things, plans, and life then I could start anew to achieve what I want most.
For now, I'll want to take the time I have to be inspired all over again in writing, in painting (am learning from a very helpful & kind wife/friend of mine) and I really don't want to disappoint her as I have been really late in my submission of works :( I gotta work much harder. And get my room revamp a.s.a.p so I could work more comfortably and blab about it here :) I can't wait!
Looking at my clutter and trash-like room makes me suffocate now TT
Oh, btw. Birthday was over and it was strangely quiet. But all good :) The birthday messages were enough to make me feel on top of the world. Hah.
Stumbled onto this movie with zero idea on what's it about and it turned out, to serendipitously sweep me off my feet. Yes, I was ignorant enough to not know the movie I was gonna watch was the novel I always spot in the bookstores I roam all the time. And they never caught my attention 'cause I didn't know it was about vampires TT or else... Hmm... normally the book covers will do the trick to get me
grabbing them in the 1st place. So... could it be the cover is not attractive enough to my liking? ><>
(p/s: this image above is a wallpaper I found from Google Images so feel free to save it up and start ogling over the sexy vampires!: Emmet, Alice, Edward, Bella, Jasper, Rosalie)
I really love just how they portray the 'vampires' in this movie. It doesn't show all the cliche elements you expect to see in a vampire movie. I don't want to go too detailed about this here since I find this part so fascinating for me since I didn't read the book, so witnessing the characters' appearance this way plays a very important part and reason to why I am so crazy about this movie. Given that the most fascinating part of vampires are simply their characteristics, appearance and whatnot. So I'll leave this awesome part out for you to find it out yourself! XD Well, the story was adapted from a another teenage romance love novel but instead of seeing the fangs, sinking into necks of beautiful woman, bloody and all... it's a pretty subtle blend of cool romance. Which... could be something refreshing? (or maybe I'm just so blinded) A lot of mixed up feelings between two immortal and mortal kind of "Romeo & Juliet" story. (as the reviews and media press comments call it) An indifferent teenager, Isabella Swan who moves to a small rainy town and fell in love with a vampire, Edward Cullen who wants to kill her all the time for lusting for her blood and yet, in love with the 'person' itself at the same time. A little mind blogging isn't it? Oh well, this kind of frustrating complication of emotions and feelings are what we girls love most... no? XD
Okay, second honest confession... I was drooling over this guy. Robert Pattinson whom I later found out that he was also the one who played Cedric in Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire. (the one who died in the end. *correction* the handsome one who died in the end) *dies out of hyperventilation* Argh... it triggered all my fangirl senses back!! And It could be bad thing TT.
So I was talking about me getting hooked, I went to the bookstore and grabbed the 1st book today, "Twilight". In a set of 4, the other 3 were "New Moon", "Eclipse" and "Breaking Dawn". And apparently according to Wikipedia, if published, "Midnight Sun" will be a retelling of the first book, from Edward Cullen's point of view. I had the urge and rush to get all four of them! but blessing in this guise, I didn't due to my current financial constraining status TT
Anyway! That's all fangirl enthusiasm release for now... I want to get to my book indulgence a.s.a.p! XD nights y'all!
Half way through my pack of smokes. I feel more depressing than ever about my current state of looks when I reflected myself (naked face), looking more haggard than ever.
Oh gawd.
Permanent shades that is.
Not to mention killing my lungs and health faster too.
It's back to square one.
Just when I thought I have a whole new thought and change of plans of my life. I see more future and opportunity for my career... and life. I told myself, nevermind the stress, nevermind the tough work of juggling more than TWO things at work, nevermind the physical stress of the long distance drive, despite waking up at 6am every morning at sleeping approx. 5 hours every night... it's okay.
No joke, I began to lose my appetite (don't ask me why). I still feel hungry, yes. But it's so forceful I had to shove food down my throat every meal. It's like a chore. Then I lose concentration at work. I can't work. I can't focus, so I can't write good and perform at my best. It could be... (surprise) stress?
Then I started to lose my mind. I was cheated RM50 on my way to the mall nearby after a lousy day at work, to meet up with a friend who promised to cheer me up that day. I paid a RM100 note (that's what I was left with) for a RM10 fare. I took RM40 of change and left the VERY rude Indian taxi driver's cab.
"That was it. Enough." I told myself. I can't help it but broke down when I spoke to dad on the phone. His words were surprisingly very comforting. "Looks like no matter how much I tell myself I could do this as long as I stay strong, there are things that I really can't get control of... I don't know what I'm doing anymore." He replied, "There are never a time where we could get a 100% control of all situations in life. Things like that happen. I told you, if you can't take it anymore, don't push yourself so hard. Take a deep breath, relax. Okay?"
I felt much better.
So 'he' came. He spotted me, came and greeted the 'me' with a cigg then.
Benn: You look so different.
Manda: (laughs) How different?
Benn: Not the Manda I used to know?
Manda: Hmm? Like how lar??
Benn: Always full of energy.
Manda: :)
Thank god I have friends. Yes, all of you.
You all make my fucked up days all... not so 'fucked up' anymore.
I love you all :)
Then when I feel a little more lightened up, I told him, "Oh well. *shrugs* I'll (try) to look at the bright side? I bought 'this' decision from that asshole taxi driver for RM50. XD"
To leave my job that is. And I did.
Main reasons?
Bah.
Long, complicated, very un-called for story. Save the SHITS here, back to my 'webbed' feet eh, Juno?
So... now what? :3
I bounced back and forth, left to right and back and forth again.. now back to square one.
Jobless... and... lost + a little blue once in a while. Since I got to feed my new 'baby' now. My not so new, 2nd hand Getz. XD
Yup. My very own car ^^ ahh.. I'll snap a picture of it soon and update this entry here. Well I got another new member in the family to feed. Whom will most probably eat more than I do :P Like what Benn says.
Wish me luck with my yet again new start from now? What's gonna happen next? What to do, what to do?
"Life is like a box of chocolates (alright)"
*Back to my long procrastinated writing I promised someone. Sheesh.
I called it stopped. Not just once, Not just twice. It was repeated from my lips...
Out of breath, Out of redemption; Partly helpless, Partly still... very afraid.
With much disinclination, From his physical strength, From his inner desires; He was much reluctant to let go...
Sadly, Very sadly, It wasn't because he wanted me for me; He just wanted 'it'... Just then, Just there.
One of the many seven, Has almost, Very nearly, Over taken me...
The one by the name of 'Lust', Has graveled me greatly; I had once again fallen, To the hands of sin.
I could feel my insides sink, I could feel the lump in my throat hard to swallow, I could feel I am stopping something strong, I could feel the weight I have increased... To the scathe I have done to myself.
"Drive me home", Guts spilled; Uttered words I couldn't forgive my foolishness, I left the car... Finally.
Back in my own sanctuary, Then I felt, Like I could see, My heart on the floor...
Covered in red, Covered in pain; Still beating...
This time, I know, I couldn't tear no more...
I reached for the window, "I want it to rain", I said; Then I rested my soul, And myself, On my bed.
Eyes closed, Thoughts fluctuated.
Then I heard, Very sudden, And very heavy patters...
It didn't help in making the sorrows on my face go away, It didn't help in making the pain inside go away, It certainly didn't and wouldn't help, In making the wounds go away... Ever.
But, I felt... A little, Just a little... Slightly, Better...
Thank you for those who have been wishing and sending me "Get well soon" smses and all XP (now it sounded so serious pulak)
The fever has already subsided since yesterday, but the flu is still bad. Just hoping that the tonsils on my throat won't swell up again. So I'm glad I managed to sketch something yesterday since it was raining heavily when I woke up so I didn't get to go online. I've been wanting to do that for soo long :)
So here they are, some random simple sketches. Didn't know what to draw and had nothing specific on my mind. Did what I used to do back in college :P copying.... bah. what else? TT
I know I am no good in drawing using plain imagination. TT Did the girl first, yes it's unfinished and I decided not to complete it :3 Reference taken from an ad by Chloe, Pedderzine - No.2: Harmony - autumn/winter collection
Oh yea the arms looked funny too. At first it was too long and then they were too skinny I think XD Yea lar the proportion structure sucks too.. XP So let's focus on their faces instead. XD
Reference taken from magazine, Flaunt | 86 - Before The Fall - Josh Harnett
And yes, this is 'suppose' to be Josh Harnett. XD and this is definitely a 'WIP' (work-in-progress) so I'll definitely finish it, yes. *nods*
Artworks - adjusted lighting and colour on outlines in Photoshop CS2
To first cut-out all the disappointments and despair of the overall break I've been having... T.T let's not talk about how far and different the results have been from the expected and ruled-out plan.
Not forgetting to mention my loyal friend whom lingered for a good-long-period of time by the name of 'pyrexia' (also known as pyrexia, from the Greek pyretos meaning fire, or a febrile response, from the Latin word febris, meaning fever, and archaically known as ague) - wikipediaa.k.a 'fever'; in short, I was sick. And I still am. Thanks to the tonsils on my throat, the fever kept coming back.
So it has not been very productive this break... but.. oh well, I did manage to visit Cameron Highlands, at least :P
Since it is actually where mom is from, so my aunt, uncle and my two cousin brothers are also there. My eldest cousin brother Draven, was very hospitable the whole time. He brought us out for lunch, dinner and whatnot most of the time... and even introduced us to his girls XD but I only managed to snap photos of only one of them... >< Aunty was carrying the mini poodle walking up hill in Strawberry Farm where mom and I was waiting for our Strawberry Waffle with Ice Cream.
Mandy:(saw the dog and started shrieking) Eeee!!! SO cuuuuttte!! XD Mom: Eeee!! Yeaa!! So obedient wan?? (looking at Aunt) Aunt: Yea.. she is quite the obedient one among the three. (there were 2 more at their home)
And then Aunt handed the dog to cousin brother. Mandy: Can I carry her?? Will she let me? (looking at Draven) Draven: Yea, you can. She's fine :)
Cuddling her happily until cousin brother started calling 'her' name...
Draven: Mandy~ Mandy~ Man-man...~ Mandy: (face in horror) Mandy??!!! Draven: Yea... ?? Mandy: o_O ... that would be my nameee~~~!!
And then everybody laughed. Ha - ha.
Mandy & Mandy
She was seriously using trying all her might to escape from me. Guess she didn't feel the 'connection' for sharing the same name like I did ><>
The yummy but a little oh-too-sweet Strawberry Waffle with Ice Cream :3
Mommy + Strawberry
Mandy + Strawberry
Hills of the Tea Plantation Mandy enjoying her windy ride. Apparently she loves it... Sooo much that if Aunt weren't there to hold on tight to her legs she would've performed a pretty good flying-dawg-off-the-tea-farm-hills and come rolling down. *sarcastic hand-claps*
Mom, Me, Mandy & Aunt. (she just wouldn't look at the cam. *hmph*) And this rather silly pic of me is taken by mom when she saw me doing yet another silly expression over the cooling environment which really made me very reluctant to move an inch out of my bed and blanket... not to even mention going into the shower TT
Oh well, overall it was a very pleasant trip. I love the weather so much I was a little reluctant to leave for the scorching hot KL. *sigh* but look at the bright side! Honestly, too much of the lovely weather over there... might only end up making me wanna eat more and MORE and more... and stay in bed allll day... so... maybe not that of a good idea after all :P
Ahh! 11 more days and I'm back to work! T.T
*wish me more luck? I'll need it*
Saturday, May 31, 2008
I cannot believe it.
I am really, officially on a One Whole Month's Break! XD
What am I gonna do?! Where am I gonna go?! I have so many things speeding and flashing through my mind but just so do I have that much time and money to do all of them? Well maybe not... but still it's a good opportunity and well deserving treat after all that stress from studies and work before I head back to more to come right? :P
Wish me luck! (and pray that I won't become broke and depressed again after over-spending in this unpaid month ><) *both fingers crossed*
My Unbelievably Believable To-do List (Hopeful)
Trip/ Travel/ Soul Searching
Take lotsa pics, write down what I see/ feel & experience on my 'Travel Journal"
Write stories - own collection (help from Ciaee's illustrations? Collaboration?)
Alright, maybe it's a little surprising to see 'this' appearing in my blog... but hey, I stumbled onto this when I was browsing for city names by accident and it's just freakin' hilarious! And I just got to share with everyone right?
They are the worst city names existing in the world. I don't know if they still do now, but oh well, who cares?! As long as they make me laugh! XD
You HAVE to check this out. It'll make your day. I promise. Enjoy! XD
1) Cockburn, Western Australia
Although this name is often pronounced "Coburn" by those who stand to lose from its awfulness, who actually reads that when they see this word? Oh, how it burns.
2) Twatt, Orkney, Shetland Islands, Scotland
The Shetland Islands, pronounced "ShitlandIslands" by the locals. Oh the pride...
3) Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateapok- aiwhenuakitanatahu, New Zealand
Locals call this hill in Hawke's Bay "Taumata" because... Well. Just because.
4) Muff, Ireland
They have a town called Muff. Har har har.
5) Looneyville, Texas, United States
Little Looneyville was named for storekeeper John Looney in the early 1870s. But who gives a shit. This is a hilarious name for a town in the state that brought us Dallas, the Bush Twins and Waco. How awkward must that be when you go to college? "Hey guys, my name's Johnny and I'm from Looneyville!"
6) Titty Hill, Sussex, England
Falling squarely into the extensive Stupid Place Names From England category, Titty Hill is probably located just north of...
7) Thong, Kent, England
Which actually is south-east of...
8) Gravesend, Kent, England
Oh, come on, England. Graves End? What a nasty, depressing little name. You could have at least gone all the way with this one and called it Corpse Feet.
9) Wetwang, Yorkshire... yep! England again!
Okay, so I'll cut England some slack. It's an old country. You know, if the United States is Google, then England is IBM. Their country is older than freakin dirt. They can't be blamed for having names that sound funny in 2007. But this is kind of ridiculous. Wetwang? I'm surprised they don't have towns called Squishy Vagina or Infected Scrotum.
10) Spread Eagle, Wisconsin
If I were mayor of Spread Eagle, I'd be making diplomatic advances towards the city leaders over in Wetwang to form a Sister-City relationship. Or maybe more of a Platonic-Friends-City relationship. After that, we'd just take thing slow and see what happened.
11) Bald Knob, Arkansas, United States
Well, I guess it's better than Hairy Knob. I assume England already has that one covered.
12) Cockup, Cumbria, England
Cumbria is a county in the very north-west of England. What the backwoods of Alabama are to America is what Cumbria is to Britain. They talk funny up there. Thus, it isn't thoroughly surprising that they have a town called Cockup. What do you call someone from this place? A Cockupper? Cockupeleite? Cockuppian? Cockupican? I suppose it's mildly better than Wetwangger.
13) Whiskey Dick Mountain, Washington State, United States
As hard as America tries, it can't compete with Britain's high standards. This was a good effort, though. Well done, Washington.
14) Hookersville, West Virginia
Undoubtedly named before "hooker" meant "prostitute who picks men up on street corners," Hookersville combines two crimes of place-naming. One, a dirty sounding adjective (they couldn't have chosen "Pleasant"? "Sunny"? "Happy"?) And two, they added "ville" to the end of the town's name. Affixing "ville" to the end of a town's name is like dressing your silly little dog in a cardigan and letting him carry his leash around in his mouth. It just makes the poor animal look stupid.
15) Hell, Michigan, United States
The people in this town at least seem to have a good sense of humor about their home's unfortunate name. Although, I'm sure there's some midwestern idiots in Hell who get all offended and defensive when the town shows up on lists like this. I'm looking forward to reading their insightful emails and comments.
16) Toad Suck, Arkansas, United States
So that's what they do down in the big AR.
17) Middelfart, Denmark
I guess it's not so funny to them, but how do we know that "Seattle" doesn't mean "Big Fat Stinking Turd" in Danish? That's right, we don't. And it probably does.
18) Horneytown, North Carolina, United States
Its proximity to Hookersville, West Virginia is no coincidence. I also assume that, like Hookersville, the naming of Horneytown took place before "horney" meant "aching for a hot piece of ass" with an extra "e". But I'm starting to wonder why, pride and tradition aside, the townspeople in these little places never saw it fit to change their homes' names? Do they enjoy being ridiculed by the entire English-speaking world?
19) Shitterton, Dorset, England
I wonder if they bleep out the first part of Shitterton's name if it's mentioned on the Disney Channel?
20) Disappointment, Kentucky, United States
Le sigh. Never mind. You live in a small town in Kentucky. At least it was appropriately named.
21) Fucking, Austria
The idiots who live in Fucking, Austria had a vote in 2004 to determine whether or not they should change the town's name, and you know what they did? They voted against it, preferring instead to put up with international ridicule, numerous stolen road-signs and horrific Google results.
22) Last but not least: Whakapapa
Why is this the worst place name in the world? In Maori, the native language of New Zealand, the "wh" sound is pronounced "f". Say it aloud in your office and see what happens.
Like every weekday morning, a drowsy, grouchy, lazy wake-up from a less than 6 hours sleep.
Especially being Monday, I ought to follow my routine of tapping on the 'power' button on the radio, in hopes of letting the wacky pair (morning crew) to cheer up my morning...
I fell back on my bed, listening to the tune being played, and my heart wrenched. Without an apparent reason. I curled up even more on my snuggly bed, comforting me warmly in this cooling temperature in my sanctuary, I felt even more dispirited.
With the heaviest of disinclination, I got up... switched on my pc at 8:45 am Monday morning (45 mins before being late at work), and wrote this.
*Listening to: Untitled #8 - Sigur Ros I dress according to my moods. Unlike what people would advise me to, I dress down when I feel gloomy. I don't care if I appear sloppy. I choose darker colours and those that I feel most comfortable with. Sometimes the outfit I pick at the moment, I wish I could just camouflage with it. Or perhaps, something that makes me invisible once I wear it. When I am happy, I go for brighter colours? or maybe something that flatter me most? or favourites? or I would just about do anything to make myself look good cos I feel good. I wanna feel and look pretty when I feel great. *Listening to: Glosoli - Sigur Ros
I listen to music according to my moods. I pick sad and depressing songs when I feel broken. I listen to emo/louder songs with stronger faster beats when I am angry. I like Chill-Outs and Lounge when I work on my assignments and projects. It gives the flow and calm me down from panick-ing too much. De-stress a lil'. *heh*
Oh yeah, I just noticed that I even choose the colours for my text everytime I blog an entry according to my mood too XD *lol*
But I notice I write more when I am down, clouded and lost. Which is good I presume. A therapy to de-stress as well. To let out the 'things' which are troubling me. It feels good after that. I read blogs from my friends talking about their trips from vacations, special memorable occasions and such.. it's really lovely =) and I admire them (not that they have such moments and I don't) but I meant, for spending time effort and enough thought to create something to remember that special moment and generous enough to share the happiness, technically, globally online. With friends, family and practically everybody who reads them. Then, I often been asked why I am not updating my blog (okay, that question is understandble) and they asked why don't I blog about my trip from somewhere somewhere and all? Well.. (aside from the cause of the lazy-bugs biting my fat ass) sometimes I wonder, what is the main reason I am blogging anyway? To share my thoughts and opinions on matters that matters? To rant, complain and just shout at the screen (through typing)? Or to report about my life? What I do, what I like, what I don't, what happened, what I want, how I feel?? It's like exposing myself to the world?? Is that what I want? Normally in the end we would just shrug it away and forget about in a second. I would. *Listening to: Into the Ocean - Blue October But don't get me wrong though, I am not going against anything here of course =) it's great sharing what we have and all. I personally LOVE sharing. Believe me. Really. I basically don't mind sharing stuff about myself. Unless they would bring trouble in the end, of course. *sigh* Which is always unpredictable, no?
*Listening to: 18th Floor Balcony - Blue October
So, I most likely would, share stuff about my Bukit Tinggi trip here with pictures and all like how everyone would XD *Listening to: Tonight - Martin Grech
**Latest Obsession: Martin Grech [ Open Heart Zoo]
#My friend Wei Han called me a Music Hub for sharing with him my food-for-my-soul daily supplies from time to time XD and I simply love that term. *haha* XD
*Listening to: Hoppipolla - Sigur Ros
I YEARN I've had a strong yearning for something all of a sudden. Something non-existence, something un-reachable. Something far-far away.
This may sound crazy. Although it has brought me much pain and sorrows, it has been there for sooo long. And it was part of me. It was 'me'. I miss Kittyfish. Alot. If Shadow is listening, I hope you're doing well. Wherever you are. Kittyfish is there with you, I know. Hold her close. Don't wander too far. To Both of you.
